Day 68: I Dreamt I Was Murdered

This dream came the night before I got my divorce papers signed and was so vivid and so unlike any dream I have ever had that I woke up with a physical start. I reflected on it afterwards and researched the meaning of being murdered.

To dream that you are murdered typically means that something in yourself has to end or die. Like a way of thinking or acting or belief. In order to move on with your life and become a functioning human being, this aspect has to go. Like thinking I am not enough and acting like I need to please or rescue people to be validated or the belief that I need a partner or children to be complete.

A murder dream symbolises an ending and new beginning. Yet, I was also the murderer in the dream. Which only adds to this fucking fantastic symbolism #trueself #morehumanhumanbeings #braveasfuck.